disaster birthday bash

*in the pic:the birthday girl

well well..this blog was meant for the Saturday gone by but still ..better late than never and if the situation was so harassing it need to be discussed and shared. Saturday ,20th march,2010:my friend and fellow room mate's birthday party,a week in advance(coz she will be leaving for home on her b'day)we get up early in the morning and begin with our preparations.....this dress or that......these ear studs or those....does this colour go with my top....aaahhhhh.....typically silly girl's thing. in our full tashan we leave our rooms in hope of out ticket to freedom...the out passes from our hostel warden. 'handsome' fills the passes in red ink and guess what?red ink is not allowed we had to wait for 1 whole hour as our punishment and then 1 of our suggestions was followed to spare us further pain after we left with a sigh of relief....and reached the gate....i found that my out pass is not there! had to rush all the way back to the hostel to look for it....found it on the road.....wonder how was it still there and did not get lost! on the gate we come to know that dates were not mentioned on two of my friends' passes...now the water was rising above the neck....we were losing our patience...had a fight with the guard ...with 'handsome' with her golden words as usual was firing. finally we found a commute and reached our spot and had blast.\ i have a reason to believe that this was a punishment for 1 of my acts that morning... but i really feel how stupid hostel wardens can get to save their jobs don't they have brains of their own? its really harassing ,the way they behave and talk to people morals of the story: -NEVER FILL OUT SLIPS IN RED INK -ALWAYS CHECK YOUR POCKETS BEFORE YOU LEAVE -CHECK THE DATA IN THE PASS CAREFULLY BEFORE USING IT -AND FIGHT FOR YOUR RIGHTS

HEY YA!!!!!!!!!!

ahhh!!!! staying busy these days....and it is definitely not assignments(who does them anyways!),tests(friends forever to help me out), my CR duties (who does them?)or studies(what's that!)which keeps me busy....it is my wish to stay happy....i don't want stupid things to trouble me and steal away this beautiful phase of my life from me ..these days wont come back, mate.let me live.....be it holi,small celebrations over nothing,scrimmaging,fighting,crying and then laughing together with friends...part of my life and now a part of me.
i pity the condition of people who who fail to find happiness and life in the times of pain...we are here to live ,dude,not to die every moment in this beautiful life ,the gift of Almighty. i salute all those people who taught me how to live with all the pains and pleasure and keep the people in my life happy. i know i shouldn't be naming them...but if they read this one...they will come to know that it is for them....
thank you so much for being there for me.

fed up already

aaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!what the hell is happening???i hate this invasion on my life.....
can't i be left alone and given the liberty to take my own decisions? why cant i be on my own?i really don't understand why do they want to know all about my life.did i ever ask them their deep dark secrets???why don't they think that they had already started their private lives when they reached my stage.i feel suffocated, my heart sinks deep into the oceans of chains,yearning to take a dip in the lake of freedom.freshest of breeze burns my trachea.i need the air of faith and liberty.
help me out!!!!if you can.

my first blog

you seldom get a chance to express yourself and hide them from the rest at same time.i feel blogging is gonna give me this chance.my heart is undergoing turbulence these days.great marks-something which i have lived for all my life,give me no pleasure any more.all the time spent with friends seems less,but still does not make me happy.nothing seems to calm down the tornado in my heart.the worst part of this story- i dont know what shall make me happy.result-i cant make myself happy.