fed up already

aaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!what the hell is happening???i hate this invasion on my life.....
can't i be left alone and given the liberty to take my own decisions? why cant i be on my own?i really don't understand why do they want to know all about my life.did i ever ask them their deep dark secrets???why don't they think that they had already started their private lives when they reached my stage.i feel suffocated, my heart sinks deep into the oceans of chains,yearning to take a dip in the lake of freedom.freshest of breeze burns my trachea.i need the air of faith and liberty.
help me out!!!!if you can.

my first blog

you seldom get a chance to express yourself and hide them from the rest at same time.i feel blogging is gonna give me this chance.my heart is undergoing turbulence these days.great marks-something which i have lived for all my life,give me no pleasure any more.all the time spent with friends seems less,but still does not make me happy.nothing seems to calm down the tornado in my heart.the worst part of this story- i dont know what shall make me happy.result-i cant make myself happy.